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i nodded and looked at him. I jerked my arms down "Umm..i dont think we should do this." i said pushing him back some.

"You picked me hun." I reminded her.

"I dont want to.." i said again alittle loud. "Now..just let me leave and act like nothing happened." i siad wlaked towards the door.

"Ifyou go out there then Derek will force you. And believe me he is a whole lot rougher." I said. "But if you stay in here for a while I won't touch you and we can pretend like it happend."

I looked at him and then stopped. "You would do that?" i said alittle shocked.

"Look I Have tought Derek everything. Since he was about 16 he would come in here and watch me. But I'm tired of seeing the broken spirits on these girls faces." I told her. "I can't stand to do it any longer. "

i walked to him and smiled. "Thanks." i said softly. I leanred up some and kissed him again alittle bit more then a peck.

I stopped her. "I thought you didn't want to do this." I asked her.

I looked at him adn then out the window. "I dont..it was just a kiss." i said to him. "I want to kill Derek.."

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"Thats fine it's just that once I start I can't stop." I said sitting down on the bed. "He will most likely leave you alone after this."

I swallowed and set down beside him. "What do you mean, when you start you cant stop? Why do you do this to girls?" i asked him.

"Its almost like a drug, or an addicting game. You don't understand how hard it is for me to be sitting next to you on a bed without touching you." I said keeping my face down. "And for the why part. I'm not sure. I think it's because I watched my dad do it soo many times. It bacame the norm." I said.

"How do you want to touch me? In a mean way?" ia sked him looking down then at him.

"More of a sexual way." I told her finally looking up. "But I promised you I wouldn't."

I looked at him and then down. I stood up and then set down in his lap and stratled him. I wrapped my legs around his waist and faced him. "You really didnt promise anything." i said to him and kissed him.

"I thought you didn't want to?" I asked.

"Just shut up." i said to him and kept kissing him.

"Okay." I said shrugging my shoulders. I wraped my arms around her waist and began kissing her.

I pushed him back so he would lay down and looked at him. "I like you alot more then your brother." i said to him sitting on him and looking down at him.

I laughed. "And why is that?" I asked.

"You dont hit as much." i said to him smiling.

"Where do you think he learned that?" I asked looking at her.

"You.." i said looking at him. I got off of him and then picked up a shoe. "What exactly would you do if i smacked the hell out of you with this?" i asked him, kinda testing him.

""Uhm. I hate to say this but if you did that I probably couldn't hold back. You would probably have some more good bruises." I told her sitting up ony elbows.

I took the shoe and tapped him on the arm with it. "Pissed?" i asked him lookign at him.